Appearances..
Most of you already know about my pessimistic view on society. I tend to see the negative in most things, I can’t help it it’s just how things function in my brain. But today something snapped. Something picked up my already negative views and tore it up, then stitched it back together just to demean what is left.
I mean what pure evil is in this world. Humans no matter how “good” we are supposed to be will always have this inner evil. A single person has the capability to destroy many lives at any moment. I mean essentially anyone these days could strap themselves with explosives, or just get a gun, and walk into a busy city square and kill many people. I mean yeah this scenario is a bit drastic and all, but you get my meaning. We all deep inside of us have the capability to cause much pain to people.
Now I’ll try to relate what I’ve said back to what message I was trying to. Well today I sort of realised that the image of the world and society I had in my head to date was all wrong. I mean that’s quite a significant thing to realise in one day.
My whole conception of life essentially was all wrong.
The truth is that things are a million times worse. In fact the world and society is so screwed up you can’t even start to comprehend it. All the evil, the pain, and sins we bring upon ourselves and others has reached a point now where it has become the norm.
This has led me to the conclusion that there is no hope for saving this planet and its inhabitants. We all try to strive to help those who need it, in a bid to counteract the evil we ourselves are causing them and others.
But now for some reason things have just become completely clear to me now. I can see the true nature of people, I mean I think of those closest to me, and now I realise things about their nature and how they act I would never of seen before.
Especially about a certain person. Someone who to be honest has occupied the large part of my mind in the past few weeks. Someone who I’ve thought I’d known. Someone who I was sure of my feelings for. But I know now, it was all fake. There was nothing really there like that, I just tried to fill a void. And I now see that you weren’t who I thought you were. You were just someone hidden behind a mask. Someone pretending to be someone else. Technically the you I knew before doesn’t exist. I guess I’ll still go along being friends with you, I mean you are a great person, the real you I mean. But something in the back of my mind will always tell me to be wary in the future. People aren’t who they appear. The world isn’t what it appears...
Appearances..
Most of you already know about my pessimistic view on society. I tend to see the negative in most things, I can’t help it it’s just how things function in my brain. But today something snapped. Something picked up my already negative views and tore it up, then stitched it back together just to demean what is left.
I mean what pure evil is in this world. Humans no matter how “good” we are supposed to be will always have this inner evil. A single person has the capability to destroy many lives at any moment. I mean essentially anyone these days could strap themselves with explosives, or just get a gun, and walk into a busy city square and kill many people. I mean yeah this scenario is a bit drastic and all, but you get my meaning. We all deep inside of us have the capability to cause much pain to people.
Now I’ll try to relate what I’ve said back to what message I was trying to. Well today I sort of realised that the image of the world and society I had in my head to date was all wrong. I mean that’s quite a significant thing to realise in one day.
My whole conception of life essentially was all wrong.
The truth is that things are a million times worse. In fact the world and society is so screwed up you can’t even start to comprehend it. All the evil, the pain, and sins we bring upon ourselves and others has reached a point now where it has become the norm.
This has led me to the conclusion that there is no hope for saving this planet and its inhabitants. We all try to strive to help those who need it, in a bid to counteract the evil we ourselves are causing them and others.
But now for some reason things have just become completely clear to me now. I can see the true nature of people, I mean I think of those closest to me, and now I realise things about their nature and how they act I would never of seen before.
Especially about a certain person. Someone who to be honest has occupied the large part of my mind in the past few weeks. Someone who I’ve thought I’d known. Someone who I was sure of my feelings for. But I know now, it was all fake. There was nothing really there like that, I just tried to fill a void. And I now see that you weren’t who I thought you were. You were just someone hidden behind a mask. Someone pretending to be someone else. Technically the you I knew before doesn’t exist. I guess I’ll still go along being friends with you, I mean you are a great person, the real you I mean. But something in the back of my mind will always tell me to be wary in the future. People aren’t who they appear. The world isn’t what it appears...
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Name's Damien, music is the game. Don't know where I'd be without it.
Mucked around with some themes coz I was bored.
Here's my negative release on the world.
Fav Bands
Muse..
Red Hot Chili Peppers
Anything that isn't bullshit pop
Wants
Musicman Stingray bass
Ferrari 599
Maxda rx7 fortune by veilside
Dislikes>
most bullshit mainstream music
annoying girls who like playing with guys
most people
networks