Okay yer screw it.
Not gonna bother with it.
It's not real anyway, is it?
Maybe I'm just trying to fill some hole, some emptiness,
trying to find any excuse to keep the facade going.
I mean I tend to do that, I find some excuse to make things look up.
False hope, but of course like I said in the last post, it just fuels the cycle.
So I wont bother,
Casing false leads, or leads that don't even exist tends to be something I do quite a lot of. I guess we all do, we all try to find something as an excuse, or a way to fill some holes within ourselves.
So I'll finally stop kidding myself. Because I think I've finally realised, that shit comes around. And the cruel hard truth is. That life doesn't work out how you want it.
And for guys like me (some guys will get this) it definitely never works out how you want it. Whether it regards school, social lives, girls, family.. etc It just doesn't.
So I'll just stop kidding myself now. For how long this lasts is a whole 'nother thing.
Okay yer screw it.
Not gonna bother with it.
It's not real anyway, is it?
Maybe I'm just trying to fill some hole, some emptiness,
trying to find any excuse to keep the facade going.
I mean I tend to do that, I find some excuse to make things look up.
False hope, but of course like I said in the last post, it just fuels the cycle.
So I wont bother,
Casing false leads, or leads that don't even exist tends to be something I do quite a lot of. I guess we all do, we all try to find something as an excuse, or a way to fill some holes within ourselves.
So I'll finally stop kidding myself. Because I think I've finally realised, that shit comes around. And the cruel hard truth is. That life doesn't work out how you want it.
And for guys like me (some guys will get this) it definitely never works out how you want it. Whether it regards school, social lives, girls, family.. etc It just doesn't.
So I'll just stop kidding myself now. For how long this lasts is a whole 'nother thing.
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Name's Damien, music is the game. Don't know where I'd be without it.
Mucked around with some themes coz I was bored.
Here's my negative release on the world.
Fav Bands
Muse..
Red Hot Chili Peppers
Anything that isn't bullshit pop
Wants
Musicman Stingray bass
Ferrari 599
Maxda rx7 fortune by veilside
Dislikes>
most bullshit mainstream music
annoying girls who like playing with guys
most people
networks