So today I came to a realisation. Nothing you ever want to happen to you will. No matter how badly you think things through in your head. No matter how badly you think things will happen. They just don't, in my experience anyway. Things just don't happen.
Now you can conclude what
"things" are in your own way. Because what we all wish for is all different.
Yes, I also accept the fact that I'm probably just thinking pessimistically as I do, and yes I know I know, I think too much as many of you have told me. But thinking is the only way I personally can distance myself from reality. Thinking and music is my escape from the world.
Now back to what I was saying..
Essentially I'm saying life is a bitch, to many many people. Now we can play the blame game as much as we want. We can blame society, parents, other people, school, whatever you name it. But in the end what is really bringing us down?
You know what I think it is,
ourselves.The only thing standing in our own way is ourself. The cruel reality of this is in most cases that you just can't change yourself. I mean yes I know many can beg to differ. But I don't think you can. Nothing you do can truly change who you are, and how you act, and how others will see you.
Cruel reality.So what do you do? You can try as many have, as I have. You can try to change yourself as a person, you can try to make things different. To change circumstances, change what you have done, to effect what you will do.
But you can't... so what do you do?
What do you do when it all falls apart?
What do you do when you loose all hope?
What do you do when you realise how stupid you have been?
What do you do when you loose that person?
What do you do when you see all your mistakes?
What do you do when you feel that pain?
What?
So today I came to a realisation. Nothing you ever want to happen to you will. No matter how badly you think things through in your head. No matter how badly you think things will happen. They just don't, in my experience anyway. Things just don't happen.
Now you can conclude what
"things" are in your own way. Because what we all wish for is all different.
Yes, I also accept the fact that I'm probably just thinking pessimistically as I do, and yes I know I know, I think too much as many of you have told me. But thinking is the only way I personally can distance myself from reality. Thinking and music is my escape from the world.
Now back to what I was saying..
Essentially I'm saying life is a bitch, to many many people. Now we can play the blame game as much as we want. We can blame society, parents, other people, school, whatever you name it. But in the end what is really bringing us down?
You know what I think it is,
ourselves.The only thing standing in our own way is ourself. The cruel reality of this is in most cases that you just can't change yourself. I mean yes I know many can beg to differ. But I don't think you can. Nothing you do can truly change who you are, and how you act, and how others will see you.
Cruel reality.So what do you do? You can try as many have, as I have. You can try to change yourself as a person, you can try to make things different. To change circumstances, change what you have done, to effect what you will do.
But you can't... so what do you do?
What do you do when it all falls apart?
What do you do when you loose all hope?
What do you do when you realise how stupid you have been?
What do you do when you loose that person?
What do you do when you see all your mistakes?
What do you do when you feel that pain?
What?
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Name's Damien, music is the game. Don't know where I'd be without it.
Mucked around with some themes coz I was bored.
Here's my negative release on the world.
Fav Bands
Muse..
Red Hot Chili Peppers
Anything that isn't bullshit pop
Wants
Musicman Stingray bass
Ferrari 599
Maxda rx7 fortune by veilside
Dislikes>
most bullshit mainstream music
annoying girls who like playing with guys
most people
networks