Why the fuck am I waiting? Waiting for everything just to happen? It’s like I expect in one moment for everything just to magically work out for me.
So I get home and I’ve done 2 freaking methods questions. And I don’t even give a fuck. It’s not even funny how crap I’m doing at the moment. You know what I fucking am pissed off. You know as opposed to how I usually am.. ==”
I can’t deal with all this shit any more. Like I just need something to work out in my favour for once. Just something, something to actually motivate me for once. I don’t even care what, maybe somehow doing reasonable on this SAC. Maybe for my family to finally stop giving me shit.
JUST SOMETHING PLEASE FOR ONCE! Whatever divine being is out there, as much as you hate me, and as much as I dislike you. CAN YOU PLEASE just turn something out in my favour in the near future? You know so I don’t just give up on it all.
I know just sitting here waiting is probably the stupidest thing to do. But I’ve reached a point, where “I don’t give a fuck” or “I ceebs” tends to be every second sentence that comes out of my mouth. Those who see me on a daily basis know this to be true.
So pretty much what I’m saying is I’m waiting. To who or whatever is out there, just throw something my way for once? Please?
Why the fuck am I waiting? Waiting for everything just to happen? It’s like I expect in one moment for everything just to magically work out for me.
So I get home and I’ve done 2 freaking methods questions. And I don’t even give a fuck. It’s not even funny how crap I’m doing at the moment. You know what I fucking am pissed off. You know as opposed to how I usually am.. ==”
I can’t deal with all this shit any more. Like I just need something to work out in my favour for once. Just something, something to actually motivate me for once. I don’t even care what, maybe somehow doing reasonable on this SAC. Maybe for my family to finally stop giving me shit.
JUST SOMETHING PLEASE FOR ONCE! Whatever divine being is out there, as much as you hate me, and as much as I dislike you. CAN YOU PLEASE just turn something out in my favour in the near future? You know so I don’t just give up on it all.
I know just sitting here waiting is probably the stupidest thing to do. But I’ve reached a point, where “I don’t give a fuck” or “I ceebs” tends to be every second sentence that comes out of my mouth. Those who see me on a daily basis know this to be true.
So pretty much what I’m saying is I’m waiting. To who or whatever is out there, just throw something my way for once? Please?
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Name's Damien, music is the game. Don't know where I'd be without it.
Mucked around with some themes coz I was bored.
Here's my negative release on the world.
Fav Bands
Muse..
Red Hot Chili Peppers
Anything that isn't bullshit pop
Wants
Musicman Stingray bass
Ferrari 599
Maxda rx7 fortune by veilside
Dislikes>
most bullshit mainstream music
annoying girls who like playing with guys
most people
networks