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Wednesday, March 2, 2011, 11:36 PM | back to the top.
#DISCLAIMER

ALRIGHT SO FIRST OFF I'M GETTING THIS ALL OUT OF MY SYSTEM NOW. SO IF ANYONE HAS A PROBLEM WITH THE SHIT I SAY YOU CAN SUCK MY DICK. IF YOU THINK I SHOULD HARDEN UP, AND THAT PEOPLE HAVE MORE WORSE LIVES THAN ME. THEN STOP FUCKING READING. IF YOU THINK OVERALL I COMPLAIN TOO MUCH AND I SHOULD GET THE FUCK OVER IT ALL. THEN FUCK YOU.


So for those who don't know we had a hardcore methods test recently. It wasn't a SAC or anything like that. Just a test the teacher talked up heaps, saying it'll be really hard and that the pass mark was 35 percent. The test was out of 40, so I'm thinking yeah it'll be hard and crap. I'll get like 15 or something on it.
Then the day finally arrived to get my result. People were all worried and shit etc etc, I'm sitting there like yeahh nws it'll be crap I know.
Then the teachers start going on about if you get under 10 then you must come to all this after school shit and get "extra help".
Now you and I both know where this is leading. And we both know the imfamous "need extra help" line is basically condemning us to a <35 in methods. Simple as that, as much as they say oh yeah study hard you'll be fine. If you can't handle it at the start of the year basically you'll struggle the most at the end.
So you're wondering what I got? I got a fucking 8. FUCKING 8/40. I didn't pass, and it was the lowest mark I have ever got. IN 3/4 MATH METHODS ASWELL!.
FUCKING BATHUSAN! The retarded prick who knows shit all did better than me, getting a 19!!
SO BASICALLY WHAT I'M TRYING TO SAY IS FUCKK YOU!! TO JMSS AND THE STUPID RETARDED METHODS TEACHERS..
This might sound exaggerated but it's not, I assure you that. Their so called "teaching method" for the start of this year has been this.
**Hand out yellow sheet with chapters to do. Tells us to finish it by the end of the week.
**Hand out another yellow sheet with chapters to do. Tells us to finish it by the end of the week.
CAN YOU FUCKING TEACH ME WHAT I NEED TO KNOW TO DO THIS WORK RATHER THAN JUST TELLING ME TO DO IT. I DON'T THINK IT WORKS THAT WAY!
Then I confront the teacher about it. What does he say, oh this is just easy stuff you should be able to do, we'll have more instructional stuff when harder things come along.
We are fucking doing x^-5/9 shit. I don't think that's "easy". Nice way of brushing me off sir. I really recon you're a good teacher now.

And need I remind you this is just year 11. With ONE 3/4 SUBJECT ONLY. Next year I swear I'm going to fucking kill myself. This shit is ridicules.
And then I get onto every fucking other subject. Choosing to unload all major assessment tasks in one fortnight. So much for "promising to space out assessments between subjects this year". :/
Do they not understand we aren't machines. We have lives, parents and school need to realise this. Other shit happens to us besides just school. We have social lives, or what's left of them. We have other shit we need to deal with. The last thing I needed was a fucking 8 on a test ontop of all the other bullshit happening in my life atm. All the fucking relationships with people I need to either repair, or somehow keep stable. At some point real soon I'm just gonna say FUCK IT! Don't need any friends, you can all piss off and let me be.
I'll just drown here in work, and somehow live up to the impossible expectations of my parents. I'll just run away at some point and become a mechanic in some ratty suburb. What a demotivating day.

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