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Friday, March 25, 2011, 3:13 AM | back to the top.
So I haven't really posted anything for a while. School has been taking up too much of my time. I've noticed I have a lot of drafts I haven't really bothered posting. So I'll first start with shit atm, then post some older random shizz.
Have fun stalking. I apologise in advance for how stupid this is.





Yeah now I have officially given up. Like no joke anymore, I'm going to stop worrying about you. I'm going to stop trying and bothering. No longer will I make any sort of effort to get you to like me. I know it won't happen, most importantly you just wasted away too much of me. You have been too much of a tease, as I've been told so many times. Whenever I have tried in the past it has always ended the same way. I get screwed over in some way in the end. So I'll just leave you be, and stop myself from digging myself into a bigger hole. I'm moving on, not trying, not searching anymore. I'll let it come to me, hopefully. Iunno maybe in all this I'll find whatever I'm searching for.



So the last few weeks have been sooo shit for a lot of people. SAC's and tests and etc happening these days. I suppose everyone has been in a shit state. Or is that just me? I don't know.

Anyways, I might as well say how shit my SAC score was for methods. 4/14. :D:D:D
How fucking good is it? =="
I'm pissed about it yeah, and I swear fucking Mr Kermond better step up his game. Actually the whole school and teaching maths better step up. Because I'm going to talk to Mr Corkhill now. It has gotten to a point where if I keep going on like this, I'll end up failing the subject. Fucking VCE is awesome ain't it?

It's such a stupid system. Basically stress out thousands of student for 2 years to get them a 2 digit number (4 digit including the decimals?) to get into a Uni course. I was talking to a friend the other day who told me that in her country of origin, instead of this VCE like system, what they do is actually test the student to see if they can do the Uni course in question. Isn't that a much more effective method rather than telling student to get a number. I mean a student who gets a 90 something may get into his/her desired course. However they might not even be able to do the course and drop out. It is so stupid.








It always just comes to one single fucking fact in this world. Looks. Humans are visual creatures. We judge and act according to our primary sense, which is sight.
But you know what, I fucking hate it. Because no matter how much you love someone, no matter how much you would sacrifice to be with that person, if you are classified into the lower half of people in regards to looks like me, there is no fucking point. Happy endings don't exist.






I've noticed something about you today. You aren't always the same person, you change. You're dynamic. I suppose we all are. But especially you, you seem to be a different person everyday. I can never tell what's going through your head. And most of all I can't tell why I bother trying to understand you. I suppose you will always be a mystery to me.





So like I just want to say racism is probably one of man kinds worse attributes. Maybe it's just Australia, this so-called "Multi-cultural society" which is supposed to be a safe haven to immigrants. I've copped my fair share of racist remarks, and I'm fucking sick of it. We are all the same people. Why do people preference every other individual they see by their colour. Fuck you to those people! There is being funny and joking, and actually being a fucking racism. Don't discriminate because of colour, it is the lowest thing a person can do.





AIGHT JUST BEFORE I POST THIS. A quick WTF IS YOUR PROBLEM to that retarded motherfucker who won't grow up. :)

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The name's Damien.
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