Yes I know, another pointless post. But I need to get this out. Coz I just don’t know anymore.
Key words there being “don’t know”.
I DONT FUCKING KNOW!!
Just a warning this post really isn’t that good.
See right now I feel a mix of rage and love. Okay I know what you’re all thinking. Coz I’m thinking it too.
FFS Damien you don’t have a fucking chance. Get the fuck over it.
Well here is a letter to “her”
Dear un-named,
Look I just don’t know what you’re doing to me anymore. You are fucking with my head. But I don’t think you realise what you’re doing. You’ve led me on. That’s right you’ve led me on.
I talked to a close friend about the situation and his right. You are slutty fucking whore. You play with guy’s heart. You may find it hard to realise but guys do have hearts. We feel pain.
However at the same time I completely disagree with him. Because of the feelings I have for you. SO WTF DO I DO.
I’ve given you my heart. Because I was led to believe you would want it. I ripped it out of my chest and handed it to you. What did you do? You played with it. You took it and kept it, just to use to your own will, whenever you see fit. Seems like whatever friendship we have revolves around me being used in some way, whether it just is school work, or when you have no one else to talk to.
BUT YOU’RE LEADING ME ON!!!!!!
You have my heart, I hope you understand it. You tricked me into giving it to you. As you have to other guys. I know how much you do it. I thought from how you’ve treated me that we were more than just friends. You’ve pretty much torn your chest open and said,
“HERE IS MY FUCKING HEART, YOU WANT IT? WELL TOO BAD YOU AINT GETTING IT. ILL JUST SHOW YOU IT ANYWAY”
But fine, I see how it is now. Obviously you just felt like you wanted to play me, just wanted to lead me on until I just lost my heart. And now I won’t get it back from you, not anytime soon.
I built this house
With my own hands
And she just came
And burnt the plans.
She found the safe
And cracked the code
She grabbed the goods
And hit the road
And I'm Feeling dumb
Oh, oh, girl You're the one
You have to understand though. Whilst I feel this distaste at what you’ve done to me, I still like you. More than just that. You’ll be the main thing that occupies my mind. But now I realise I think it’s better if I go. If I just leave. You don’t want me, I know that. I’ll just let someone else step in and take you. Just don’t lose my heart understand. Because I want it back.
So yes I don’t think I can continue this friendship, without you fucking up my life for good. So here is the deal. If you truly are the close friend I hope you are, you’ll be the one who keeps this friendship going. If you aren’t and what everyone says is true, that you’re a slut who just plays with guy’s hearts. Then you’ll just let me slip away.
One of these days I’ll get my heart back. Until then it is yours. The power is completely with you. Please do disprove what they all say, and try to continue this friendship. Coz I don’t give a fuck about us being anything more. I know it won’t happen. You’ll probably just lead me on some more, but I don’t care.
I will dig a hole and label it love
And trick her to fall in from above
Strategically placed at the front door
I'll coax her to come back to get more
Yes I know, another pointless post. But I need to get this out. Coz I just don’t know anymore.
Key words there being “don’t know”.
I DONT FUCKING KNOW!!
Just a warning this post really isn’t that good.
See right now I feel a mix of rage and love. Okay I know what you’re all thinking. Coz I’m thinking it too.
FFS Damien you don’t have a fucking chance. Get the fuck over it.
Well here is a letter to “her”
Dear un-named,
Look I just don’t know what you’re doing to me anymore. You are fucking with my head. But I don’t think you realise what you’re doing. You’ve led me on. That’s right you’ve led me on.
I talked to a close friend about the situation and his right. You are slutty fucking whore. You play with guy’s heart. You may find it hard to realise but guys do have hearts. We feel pain.
However at the same time I completely disagree with him. Because of the feelings I have for you. SO WTF DO I DO.
I’ve given you my heart. Because I was led to believe you would want it. I ripped it out of my chest and handed it to you. What did you do? You played with it. You took it and kept it, just to use to your own will, whenever you see fit. Seems like whatever friendship we have revolves around me being used in some way, whether it just is school work, or when you have no one else to talk to.
BUT YOU’RE LEADING ME ON!!!!!!
You have my heart, I hope you understand it. You tricked me into giving it to you. As you have to other guys. I know how much you do it. I thought from how you’ve treated me that we were more than just friends. You’ve pretty much torn your chest open and said,
“HERE IS MY FUCKING HEART, YOU WANT IT? WELL TOO BAD YOU AINT GETTING IT. ILL JUST SHOW YOU IT ANYWAY”
But fine, I see how it is now. Obviously you just felt like you wanted to play me, just wanted to lead me on until I just lost my heart. And now I won’t get it back from you, not anytime soon.
I built this house
With my own hands
And she just came
And burnt the plans.
She found the safe
And cracked the code
She grabbed the goods
And hit the road
And I'm Feeling dumb
Oh, oh, girl You're the one
You have to understand though. Whilst I feel this distaste at what you’ve done to me, I still like you. More than just that. You’ll be the main thing that occupies my mind. But now I realise I think it’s better if I go. If I just leave. You don’t want me, I know that. I’ll just let someone else step in and take you. Just don’t lose my heart understand. Because I want it back.
So yes I don’t think I can continue this friendship, without you fucking up my life for good. So here is the deal. If you truly are the close friend I hope you are, you’ll be the one who keeps this friendship going. If you aren’t and what everyone says is true, that you’re a slut who just plays with guy’s hearts. Then you’ll just let me slip away.
One of these days I’ll get my heart back. Until then it is yours. The power is completely with you. Please do disprove what they all say, and try to continue this friendship. Coz I don’t give a fuck about us being anything more. I know it won’t happen. You’ll probably just lead me on some more, but I don’t care.
I will dig a hole and label it love
And trick her to fall in from above
Strategically placed at the front door
I'll coax her to come back to get more
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Name's Damien, music is the game. Don't know where I'd be without it.
Mucked around with some themes coz I was bored.
Here's my negative release on the world.
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Muse..
Red Hot Chili Peppers
Anything that isn't bullshit pop
Wants
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Ferrari 599
Maxda rx7 fortune by veilside
Dislikes>
most bullshit mainstream music
annoying girls who like playing with guys
most people
networks