So last night I thought. Something I know I do too much of. I was lying there in bed listening to Stadium Arcadium - Red Hot Chili Peppers (great song btw) and I started questioning. I don't know why, I just did. Questioning existence, and well honestly everything that has come to mind. I have now reached a point where i cannot be fucked doing anything any more. Reached rock bottum etc etc. And yes I know what your thinking. Stupid emo child... Well sorry if I can't rise up to meet every ones expectations. I make mistakes too. We all do. I am a human being. It's not my fucking fault. This world is full of scum I cannot even start to describe. There are numerous people on this planet I would kill if I have the chance. This whole planet is corrupt. Built on greed, lies, lust and hate. It sickens me to the soul when I think about all the evil on this planet. There is no fucking point any more. I mean what can I do about anything. If I could change my ways and all my decisions I'm telling you I would. But i just dont know any more. I've decided I only have one reason to live now.... but is it just? Oh well I guess the point I'm making is that I have given up on this planet and it's people. Not all, there are those select few who are truly amazing. And I seriously thank you guys. For just putting up with me.
¶ 1:20 AM
Im in one of those moods atm. You probably know the one. The one where you can't be fucked doing absolutely ANYTHING what so ever. Just feel like giving up. It all seems so pointless atm. Shit = fail = gay = fucked = my life atm. ohwell i guess i should look up. i mean it's prob not even that bad in comparison to other ppl. SHould prob stop being emo ey. but of course i hv my 'friends'.....:/ today at open day was a failllll. was a loner all day walking around. wat a awesome weekend.
¶ 4:55 AM
Came to a realisation that time goes very slowly. Cept when you look back over a week it goes really quickly. But I guess this is a good thing. Time to reflect in the short term and allow things to move on in the long term.
Time in most cases to people is seen as a solid path on which you can't change. And I guess you can't do anything significant to effect this path. But what you can do is alter it. The most smallest things can make you entire life change. You could be walking along one path and then dramatically jump paths. I guess this really isn't a new concept but let me add something else into the equation. What if this jump were to send a "ripple" through time. This "ripple" both effects the future as I've said but the past as well. Things you do in the present can change the past. I mean you can't change what you've done in your past. But you can change your perception of what you did and others perception. This perception is the key thing here. I mean the biggest mistakes can be rewritten. So in this sense time is dynamic, not static. Something that moves and evolves with us.
¶ 1:32 AM
New look. New blog. New me. New everything I guess. Deleted all my old shit on blog and starting.. well new? No rant for today so catcha all on the flip side. Oh epic Minesweeper game with eddy today (Y) made my day LOL 2 - 2 draw. a tie break is in order.
¶ 1:47 AM
So last night I thought. Something I know I do too much of. I was lying there in bed listening to Stadium Arcadium - Red Hot Chili Peppers (great song btw) and I started questioning. I don't know why, I just did. Questioning existence, and well honestly everything that has come to mind. I have now reached a point where i cannot be fucked doing anything any more. Reached rock bottum etc etc. And yes I know what your thinking. Stupid emo child... Well sorry if I can't rise up to meet every ones expectations. I make mistakes too. We all do. I am a human being. It's not my fucking fault. This world is full of scum I cannot even start to describe. There are numerous people on this planet I would kill if I have the chance. This whole planet is corrupt. Built on greed, lies, lust and hate. It sickens me to the soul when I think about all the evil on this planet. There is no fucking point any more. I mean what can I do about anything. If I could change my ways and all my decisions I'm telling you I would. But i just dont know any more. I've decided I only have one reason to live now.... but is it just? Oh well I guess the point I'm making is that I have given up on this planet and it's people. Not all, there are those select few who are truly amazing. And I seriously thank you guys. For just putting up with me. << Home
Im in one of those moods atm. You probably know the one. The one where you can't be fucked doing absolutely ANYTHING what so ever. Just feel like giving up. It all seems so pointless atm. Shit = fail = gay = fucked = my life atm. ohwell i guess i should look up. i mean it's prob not even that bad in comparison to other ppl. SHould prob stop being emo ey. but of course i hv my 'friends'.....:/ today at open day was a failllll. was a loner all day walking around. wat a awesome weekend. << Home
Came to a realisation that time goes very slowly. Cept when you look back over a week it goes really quickly. But I guess this is a good thing. Time to reflect in the short term and allow things to move on in the long term.
Time in most cases to people is seen as a solid path on which you can't change. And I guess you can't do anything significant to effect this path. But what you can do is alter it. The most smallest things can make you entire life change. You could be walking along one path and then dramatically jump paths. I guess this really isn't a new concept but let me add something else into the equation. What if this jump were to send a "ripple" through time. This "ripple" both effects the future as I've said but the past as well. Things you do in the present can change the past. I mean you can't change what you've done in your past. But you can change your perception of what you did and others perception. This perception is the key thing here. I mean the biggest mistakes can be rewritten. So in this sense time is dynamic, not static. Something that moves and evolves with us. << Home
New look. New blog. New me. New everything I guess. Deleted all my old shit on blog and starting.. well new? No rant for today so catcha all on the flip side. Oh epic Minesweeper game with eddy today (Y) made my day LOL 2 - 2 draw. a tie break is in order. << Home
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Name's Damien, music is the game. Don't know where I'd be without it.
Mucked around with some themes coz I was bored.
Here's my negative release on the world.
Fav Bands
Muse.. Red Hot Chili Peppers Anything that isn't bullshit pop
Wants
Musicman Stingray bass Ferrari 599 Maxda rx7 fortune by veilside
Dislikes>
most bullshit mainstream music annoying girls who like playing with guys most people
The name's Damien.
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Times on this are also screwd
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Name's Damien, music is the game. Don't know where I'd be without it.