So here's a quote from a friend's blog. I don't think I'll source it unless she really wants me to? lol
i've never thought about things this much so why now?
WHY?
he's everywhere, every minute.
i bet i don't even cross his mind once.
telling someone was a big mistake. i should've kept it to my self.
i would've gotten over the tiny crush eventually.
i've gotten all these stupid hopes up and picture all the scenarios that won't ever happen.
i don't even know why i do this to myself.
i don't even look nice, especially beside him.
and i really should've done something, like going to the station earlier so wouldn't bump into him.
i don't get a decent night's sleep nowadays, especially with stress from exams.
my thoughts always, SOMEHOW, lead back to him.
and it's annoying the heck out of me, because i can't seem to control them.
you're so close to the ideal type.
i need to get over this quickly.
and i'm thinking about approaching you, so you can be weirded out and then think that i'm some freak, like someone you know, and then reject me, break my heart. anything to put me out of the misery of liking you.
GO GET A GIRLFRIEND OR SOMETHING ALREADY.
i haven't experienced this in either a loong time or i've never experienced this
You know I can really relate to some parts of this. Of course switching the gender's around. It really pisses me off that it happens. Like it's this weird feeling that you like this person, but you don't want to? It plays with your head so much, and IT WILL JUST NOT GO AWAY! You try to get your mind off things but somehow it always leads back to them right? Especially during exams at that. A good quarter of my english exam was spent thinking about what happened, just because she happened to be right in my line of vision.
You know when I think about it, it is kind of funny. I mean it's so weird that the person you are trying to avoid just happens to be everywhere you are. In the end I think I let that crush just fall to far in. But what is done is done.
So here's a quote from a friend's blog. I don't think I'll source it unless she really wants me to? lol
i've never thought about things this much so why now?
WHY?
he's everywhere, every minute.
i bet i don't even cross his mind once.
telling someone was a big mistake. i should've kept it to my self.
i would've gotten over the tiny crush eventually.
i've gotten all these stupid hopes up and picture all the scenarios that won't ever happen.
i don't even know why i do this to myself.
i don't even look nice, especially beside him.
and i really should've done something, like going to the station earlier so wouldn't bump into him.
i don't get a decent night's sleep nowadays, especially with stress from exams.
my thoughts always, SOMEHOW, lead back to him.
and it's annoying the heck out of me, because i can't seem to control them.
you're so close to the ideal type.
i need to get over this quickly.
and i'm thinking about approaching you, so you can be weirded out and then think that i'm some freak, like someone you know, and then reject me, break my heart. anything to put me out of the misery of liking you.
GO GET A GIRLFRIEND OR SOMETHING ALREADY.
i haven't experienced this in either a loong time or i've never experienced this
You know I can really relate to some parts of this. Of course switching the gender's around. It really pisses me off that it happens. Like it's this weird feeling that you like this person, but you don't want to? It plays with your head so much, and IT WILL JUST NOT GO AWAY! You try to get your mind off things but somehow it always leads back to them right? Especially during exams at that. A good quarter of my english exam was spent thinking about what happened, just because she happened to be right in my line of vision.
You know when I think about it, it is kind of funny. I mean it's so weird that the person you are trying to avoid just happens to be everywhere you are. In the end I think I let that crush just fall to far in. But what is done is done.
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Name's Damien, music is the game. Don't know where I'd be without it.
Mucked around with some themes coz I was bored.
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Anything that isn't bullshit pop
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annoying girls who like playing with guys
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