I've always wondered how some people can be so cold hearted. Like I refuse to believe in most cases that a single human being could be that heartless towards other people. It's like to them their existence is only secondary to their own. I'm sorry but other people in the world do exist. It's not as if we don't feel pain as you do. We do have emotions, we are real people.
Yet to some people we are secondary aren't we. People aren't disposable you know, nor can you recycle us. The marks you leave are always there to stay. But of course you don't care do you. The worse part is that these people feel no remorse at all. They just keep fucking doing it don't they, they use and use. Why don't you stop pretending to be innocent and start taking responsibility.
You know what kills me the most. Those little moments in everyday where I need to be reminded of everything. Words can't begin to describe how much I hate myself at those moments. Then that occasional glance where we lock eyes. It's as if time just stops infinitely at that moment, and I hear exactly what you think. You can't hide anything from me anymore. It's what you've always said isn't it. I guess I'll always be below your pathetic standards right. I see it in your eyes, no remorse, pure disgust. You wear your disguise well, but trust me when the truth comes out you are the one that will hurt, quite deserving too. I feel sorry for the next one. I hope your "friends" start to realise what type of person you are. Or maybe they already know. Either way whatever reasons I kept for not hating you are now gone. I'll never forgive you, I hope that brings you down. But of course it won't.
Yes I complain about all this I know, get over it.
¶ 5:19 AM
I've always wondered how some people can be so cold hearted. Like I refuse to believe in most cases that a single human being could be that heartless towards other people. It's like to them their existence is only secondary to their own. I'm sorry but other people in the world do exist. It's not as if we don't feel pain as you do. We do have emotions, we are real people.
Yet to some people we are secondary aren't we. People aren't disposable you know, nor can you recycle us. The marks you leave are always there to stay. But of course you don't care do you. The worse part is that these people feel no remorse at all. They just keep fucking doing it don't they, they use and use. Why don't you stop pretending to be innocent and start taking responsibility.
You know what kills me the most. Those little moments in everyday where I need to be reminded of everything. Words can't begin to describe how much I hate myself at those moments. Then that occasional glance where we lock eyes. It's as if time just stops infinitely at that moment, and I hear exactly what you think. You can't hide anything from me anymore. It's what you've always said isn't it. I guess I'll always be below your pathetic standards right. I see it in your eyes, no remorse, pure disgust. You wear your disguise well, but trust me when the truth comes out you are the one that will hurt, quite deserving too. I feel sorry for the next one. I hope your "friends" start to realise what type of person you are. Or maybe they already know. Either way whatever reasons I kept for not hating you are now gone. I'll never forgive you, I hope that brings you down. But of course it won't.
Yes I complain about all this I know, get over it. << Home
profile.
Name's Damien, music is the game. Don't know where I'd be without it.
Mucked around with some themes coz I was bored.
Here's my negative release on the world.
Fav Bands
Muse.. Red Hot Chili Peppers Anything that isn't bullshit pop
Wants
Musicman Stingray bass Ferrari 599 Maxda rx7 fortune by veilside
Dislikes>
most bullshit mainstream music annoying girls who like playing with guys most people
The name's Damien.
Just a note. Everything I write on this blog is just shit I need to get out. So if you are a follower and I haven't blocked you. It is probably because I trust you reading all this. So please don't share this link with everyone. Thanks.
---
Might be some things still not working on this.
No comments enabled coz it screws up the coding
Times on this are also screwd
Have fun stalking
Name's Damien, music is the game. Don't know where I'd be without it.