THAT GUY

Saturday, April 30, 2011, 7:26 AM | back to the top.

fark im in the shittiest mood atm.
this is a reminder so I properly blog tomorrow.

Sunday, April 24, 2011, 5:20 AM | back to the top.

Something about me for anyone interested.

I tend to think a lot as most people know. If I start thinking on some tiny topic, like religion for example, I'd almost definitely go into thinking about life in general. I try to find meaning in things, when they shouldn't necessarily have meanings. Obvious things being existence, society, simple relationships with people. I spend a lot of time just thinking, playing out scenarios, events, ideas, over and over in my head. All to find meaning. I guess this was further provoked by something the priest said today at church. I'm not exactly relgious, I go for my mum really, however this particular priest can really get past the bullshit in the world and straight to what matters. I have a feeling I won't sleep tonight.

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Thursday, April 21, 2011, 12:35 AM | back to the top.

You know what. Fuck this. I doubt things can really get any worse.

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Monday, April 18, 2011, 6:40 PM | back to the top.

Why can't this all just go away. Please.
Just fucking piss off.
The last thing I need right now is to be reminded of everything everywhere I look.
I can't get away from it. There is always something, somewhere that will remind me.
A tv show, a random inanimate object.
I maybe "depressed" to everyone.
But let's see how they deal with the shit I've been through the last year or so.
And no it's not just fucking "girls". As so many people think it is.
Right now I don't know where the fuck my life is heading.
Seems like barely anyone gives a shit. They can just live their happy lives then I suppose.
The shit that has happened over the last month or so really didn't help either.
It's always heading downhill for me, what the fuck did I do really.
I hope "god" is fucking happy. Go ahead big man in the sky, bring it.
Because I highly doubt things can get any worse for me.
I'm loosing friends and people constantly.
Not to mention the people I've lost literally.
I don't know what to do anymore.

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, 1:34 AM | back to the top.

Don't you love it when your whole family gathers around and looks over the SAC you failed.
Then your brother just has to point out how badly you failed.
Followed by a 10 minute lecture as always.
For fucks sake.

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Sunday, April 17, 2011, 6:34 AM | back to the top.

Man some friends fuck sake.
Don't start talking to me about girls and advice.
Fuck man after the bullshit advice you've given me.
The last thing I'm gonna do is help you out. Fuck off.

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, 5:51 AM | back to the top.

So I was talking to a tumblr friend on fb and she was telling me about the Malaysian highschool system. I think I'm gonna complain less about VCE now....

They have 4 exams every year from GRADE 1!

Then they get to our equivalent of VCE final exams...

Three major exam = UPSR, PMR, SPM, optional = STPM

(wtf is with these acronyms really...)

UPSR (Grade 6) - 5 subjects

PMR (Grade 9) - 7 subjects

SPM (Grade 11) - 9/10/11 subjects
STPM (Grade 12) - 10/11/12

you need to get 9A+ (that means 90% and above) to get a decent course and scholarship.

So much respect for Malaysian highschoolers atm......

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