Another night, of me just sitting here, having a ton of homework to do, but no motivation to do it.
So I have found myself another excuse to blog.
I don't know what to do any more. I used to think I had my whole life figured out, but the honest truth is I don't. You keep thinking you get it and know what to do. But you don't..
I guess this is kind of obvious but I have no idea where I will find myself in 10 years time. Will I be some homeless bum on the street? Head of a large corporate company (i wish), or just still playing bass and getting big.
Will I find that someone? or just be alone?
So many questions I wish I had the answer to, but I will never have until that time comes.
The biggest being that of relationships, what to expect these days. You just don't know what will happen.
But well in my opinion I just won't bother trying. As I have said on many occasions. Shall join my other fellow mates in just not trying.
I'm not ruling out relationships all together at this stage, but rather in low gear.. for lack of a better saying.
Maybe things in that department will eventually work out.. or maybe not..
Well that was my pointless post to waste time.. i ceebs reaading over it so sorry for a fail post.
Another night, of me just sitting here, having a ton of homework to do, but no motivation to do it.
So I have found myself another excuse to blog.
I don't know what to do any more. I used to think I had my whole life figured out, but the honest truth is I don't. You keep thinking you get it and know what to do. But you don't..
I guess this is kind of obvious but I have no idea where I will find myself in 10 years time. Will I be some homeless bum on the street? Head of a large corporate company (i wish), or just still playing bass and getting big.
Will I find that someone? or just be alone?
So many questions I wish I had the answer to, but I will never have until that time comes.
The biggest being that of relationships, what to expect these days. You just don't know what will happen.
But well in my opinion I just won't bother trying. As I have said on many occasions. Shall join my other fellow mates in just not trying.
I'm not ruling out relationships all together at this stage, but rather in low gear.. for lack of a better saying.
Maybe things in that department will eventually work out.. or maybe not..
Well that was my pointless post to waste time.. i ceebs reaading over it so sorry for a fail post.
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It brings more bad than good.
So I shall not pursue it.
I mean what's the point.
It'll just end badly anyway..
So I'll sit on the sidelines.
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Today has been one of those days..
Just sat at home doing nothing and listening to music.
In deep reflection on a lot of things.
Like you all know I think too much.
One thing is for sure though.
I need to change a few things....
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messages
Just a few messages to a couple of good friends.
Firstly to an old friend of mine be cautious dude. For several reasons.
You see girls are complicated. I think all us guys can relate to that.
However they tend to act around you tends never to be their true self.
Well with certain ones any way.
It is impossible to tell with them whether they truly like you in that way for if they are just being friendly. I can relate man I can.
So I tell you this. In my opinion, just don't go there. Don't go taking leaps if you aren't definitely sure. Because it can end an entire friendship just like that. I'm talking from experience man. If this girl truly is your one and likes you from the heart. She will ask you. Otherwise don't bother because it won't work.
Just a message to you girls out there reading also. If you like a guy... just tell him.. from the heart.. because we hate mind games.. and almost 90 percent of the time the feeling would be mutual.
So yes man. In my opinion just wait it out and see what happens.. because if she doesn't admit what feelings she may or may not have for you. It won't work.. it just won't..
and to another friend.. you know who you are.
Don't do it man. Really don't.. iunno how i would cope without you dude. and not just me. You know we all love you (some more than others ;)) so remember we are always here for you man. Whenever you need it..! I've been in your situation kinda.. and dw man you can pull through!
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clouded
I am well and truly convinced I think too much..
About every little tiny minute detail in my life.
Iunno why.. I just do I can't help it.
Thoughts rush through my head.. conclusions made.. then contradicted..
My mind never rests.. all I want it that rest.. where I can finally stop thinking..
stop reflecting.. just relax there in complete thought about nothing..
let the worries drift away.. let the people drift away.. let the feelings drift away.. let the emotions drift away.. let the pressure drift away... let it all drift away........
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no promises
Okay I'll give it a try.
No promises.
Things are still crap.
But I will try.
I have my friends... that's all I need.
:)
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Vermillion
Now I know most of you when you think Slipknot think wtf. Fair enough. But I am a new fan of them. Something about their music just appeals to me. I know some of their stuff is a bit off. But other stuff is good. Example, Duality, Before I forget..
and now this new song I have found. All I've been listening to this afternoon.
Iunno what it is but i feel something with this song
Vermillion Part 1 - SlipknotVermillion Part 2 - Slipknotyes i am aware, i am odd.
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profile.
Name's Damien, music is the game. Don't know where I'd be without it.
Mucked around with some themes coz I was bored.
Here's my negative release on the world.
Fav Bands
Muse..
Red Hot Chili Peppers
Anything that isn't bullshit pop
Wants
Musicman Stingray bass
Ferrari 599
Maxda rx7 fortune by veilside
Dislikes>
most bullshit mainstream music
annoying girls who like playing with guys
most people
networks