It's kinda weird, but I still think about you. You have no idea how much I don't want to anymore. But the littlest things just bring it all back. I was so stupid back then, to believe that I ever really had a chance. I mean it's all so clear now, but I still regret everything, and how it ended. I tend to have a lot of regrets these days, and I think it's that stage were we all do.
I really hate how easily you just come back into my head. I could spend days without any thought of you, but then just something has to remind me. Always that song, or anything that's related to you. Your name on facebook just keeps popping up everywhere. Of course facebook has to suggest to me to "friend" you again. Could we ever really be friends again? Because I somehow doubt we ever could. Half of me just says to talk to you again and go back. Yet the other half talks reason into me telling me not to. I guess that other half is winning at this stage. I hope we can be friends again, because honestly I valued my friendship with you so much. But whenever I seriously think about it I change my mind. I don't really think I ever was as important to you as you were to me, I just have to accept that. You can screw over as many people as you want, because I don't think it will ever be possible to forgive you. And hopefully in time you realise what you do, and if you don't, I hope you have a horrible life.
You were my biggest mistake. I can never change that. But what I realise now is that you can never take anyone at face value. As obvious as that sounds. I'm going to start choosing my friends a bit more importantly. I need to get rid of all those people who just complicate things for me, because leading into year 12 I really just don't need that anymore. I've got to keep the people I need close and all others distanced. No complications then, and I can get on with life and school.
It's kinda weird, but I still think about you. You have no idea how much I don't want to anymore. But the littlest things just bring it all back. I was so stupid back then, to believe that I ever really had a chance. I mean it's all so clear now, but I still regret everything, and how it ended. I tend to have a lot of regrets these days, and I think it's that stage were we all do.
I really hate how easily you just come back into my head. I could spend days without any thought of you, but then just something has to remind me. Always that song, or anything that's related to you. Your name on facebook just keeps popping up everywhere. Of course facebook has to suggest to me to "friend" you again. Could we ever really be friends again? Because I somehow doubt we ever could. Half of me just says to talk to you again and go back. Yet the other half talks reason into me telling me not to. I guess that other half is winning at this stage. I hope we can be friends again, because honestly I valued my friendship with you so much. But whenever I seriously think about it I change my mind. I don't really think I ever was as important to you as you were to me, I just have to accept that. You can screw over as many people as you want, because I don't think it will ever be possible to forgive you. And hopefully in time you realise what you do, and if you don't, I hope you have a horrible life.
You were my biggest mistake. I can never change that. But what I realise now is that you can never take anyone at face value. As obvious as that sounds. I'm going to start choosing my friends a bit more importantly. I need to get rid of all those people who just complicate things for me, because leading into year 12 I really just don't need that anymore. I've got to keep the people I need close and all others distanced. No complications then, and I can get on with life and school.
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Name's Damien, music is the game. Don't know where I'd be without it.
Mucked around with some themes coz I was bored.
Here's my negative release on the world.
Fav Bands
Muse..
Red Hot Chili Peppers
Anything that isn't bullshit pop
Wants
Musicman Stingray bass
Ferrari 599
Maxda rx7 fortune by veilside
Dislikes>
most bullshit mainstream music
annoying girls who like playing with guys
most people
networks