THAT GUY

Monday, October 25, 2010, 2:33 AM | back to the top.

I'm a dick head.
End of story.
I wish the book of my life will end already.
Just get to the resolution.
Too much conflict.
Too many antagonists.
I've done too much wrong.
But what to do. What can I do.
Just let the past 12 months of life, disappear.
It won't happen. What paths I've taken will stick.
The past will never change,
but yet it'll always find a way of merging up,
to the surface.
And disrupting the peace you try so hard to build.
It's not just the past that affects this peace.
But you yourself affect it.
In your decisions you make along the way.
Decisions that are filled with regret,
decisions you want to just disappear.
But of course they won't.
So you just have to live with it.
And do you best to return the peace.
People pass through all the time.
Effecting the peace, changing it's forms.
Until you think you've found an "ideal" setting for it.
What is this "peace" which I speak of. What is it?
Well I don't know. But I know one thing.
The peace will never exist.

¶ 2:33 AM