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Okay I admit it. I did something stupid. In the last 48 hours I have smashed my head against the wall so many times I have lost count. The worse feeling is that I can't change anything. This is the point where I wish I could rewind EVERYTHING and change it all. I've been such an idiot. But what has happened has happened. I just have to accept that. I can't change people, let alone myself. So I just have to accept it. Move on, and try to get along with my life. Hurt too many people, done too much wrong. Emotions are something I will never understand, and will grasp the full capability of.
I am sorry to all effected. Never wanted it to end like this. But now it has.
One thing I want to say though. THank you to my friends. My true close friends, you know who you are. I don't want to even think about where I would be if it wasn't for you. YOu guys have saved my life on more than one occasion. And I thank you, for being able to putting up with my shit and helping me through.
I guess the next week is going to be the hardest. Excepting the fact of what cannot happen, of what will never be. and of all the fuking shit I have done to people.
So sorry..
shall delete all my posts on this blog in due time. will be keeping my blog. i just cant keep all those old memories though.
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Okay I admit it. I did something stupid. In the last 48 hours I have smashed my head against the wall so many times I have lost count. The worse feeling is that I can't change anything. This is the point where I wish I could rewind EVERYTHING and change it all. I've been such an idiot. But what has happened has happened. I just have to accept that. I can't change people, let alone myself. So I just have to accept it. Move on, and try to get along with my life. Hurt too many people, done too much wrong. Emotions are something I will never understand, and will grasp the full capability of.
I am sorry to all effected. Never wanted it to end like this. But now it has.
One thing I want to say though. THank you to my friends. My true close friends, you know who you are. I don't want to even think about where I would be if it wasn't for you. YOu guys have saved my life on more than one occasion. And I thank you, for being able to putting up with my shit and helping me through.
I guess the next week is going to be the hardest. Excepting the fact of what cannot happen, of what will never be. and of all the fuking shit I have done to people.
So sorry..
shall delete all my posts on this blog in due time. will be keeping my blog. i just cant keep all those old memories though.
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Name's Damien, music is the game. Don't know where I'd be without it.
Mucked around with some themes coz I was bored.
Here's my negative release on the world.
Fav Bands
Muse..
Red Hot Chili Peppers
Anything that isn't bullshit pop
Wants
Musicman Stingray bass
Ferrari 599
Maxda rx7 fortune by veilside
Dislikes>
most bullshit mainstream music
annoying girls who like playing with guys
most people
networks